Vice

The problem is not that everything is changing too fast.

I can deal with anything.



              I see masses of people everywhere, but I see few human beings.



People consume the lies they are fed. When you attach billboard words like 'progressivism' to a cause or set of beliefs, you have the benefit of labelling your detractors Dinosaurs, Racists, Creatures who deserve to Perish. Thus the ever 'tolerant' become viciously intolerant. Sheep become wolves, tearing at the fibre of your being.

But politics is beneath me.

The truth is, all I've ever wanted was to meet real human beings - people who will share every thought and feeling, who will discard the partisan masks decorated for them.

Instead, women say what they don't mean - they cheat, they make a fool of themselves, trying to engage the hedonism of men.


                                          They develop hatred for men, and say that I am to blame.


Men break every code we've ever known, discarding all lessons preciously absorbed through the aeons.  They behave like women - dressing like women, being obsessed with their own self image, through steroid abuse, as women abuse cosmetics. They create no lasting families, no art - men embrace cowardliness, and seek emotional security from others, as women do.

All the while, disregarding their own autonomous selves, men and women sheepishly subscribe to rules they did not write. A girl left me because I was a 'criminal', and yet, she runs from one man to another, none of whom have sincerely offered her 1% of what I was willing to sacrifice.


It is true - my Vices are legally enshrined.

I am my own lord; my own judge, my own policeman, my own policy-maker. All I've ever wanted was good for others, to have children, to take care of a woman, who would reciprocate my care with her feminine gentleness, and build foundations for a shared future.

This has been the ultimate goal in my life, above all else.



                But, it was necessary for me to find real human beings.



                                     And instead, I am alone in the dark


                                                           
                                                                                                                                                      As this fragile shell of a world rolls by.